Baby it’s Hard to Love

image shows Kitty Fitton and Mike Doyle stood together in front of a bright shiny laden Christmas tree.

Christmas is a time for having fun, sharing good times with family and peace and goodwill to all. On Boxing Day we finally found time as a family to sit down and watch a Christmas film. Our usual staple is the wonderful “Arthur Christmas.” It’s slightly sarcastic, utterly charming, contains a stellar cast including Bill … Read more

Stop! Think …

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It’s been a funny week. It’s Christmas Eve. I’ve managed to survive the onslaught that is my twin’s birthday on the 22nd and am gearing up for not only The Big Day but my step-daughter’s 21st on the 27th and thankfully we’re not hosting New Year. It’s all been taking its toll a bit, but … Read more

Lost

image shows unhappy sick man surrounded by black squiggly mess.

I complain often about being tired and run down, not having enough time for everything. Sorry, this is more of the same again. Even worse, I have no answers. Not easy ones anyhow. Still. This is itself a sign that things are improving. I’m putting the wheels back on the carriage and hopefully soon all … Read more

Carpe Diem

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Being sick is no joke. I may poke fun at things that have happened to me whilst living with Parkinson’s, yet I can assure you it’s no laughing matter. Having said all that, it’s also something I have to deal with. If I am to lead a somewhat normal life, still play and laugh with … Read more

Relentlessly On

Anyone that knows me even a little will know I have a strong dislike of exercise. It’s unpleasant, uncomfortable and difficult. You have to endure horrible things like cold weather, wet weather, or gyms full of awful music, worse television screened from every wall and over-enthusiastic thin bendy people. Then there’s the actual exercise itself. … Read more

My Version of Acceptance

A boy in a climbing harness watches Kitty Fitton climb up to a platform that is in the trees. behind them is a forest with a rope course.

I recently wrote about my neurology appointment and how I’d felt pressured into taking anti depressants. The subsequent attention was somewhat humbling. I also felt guilty in a way, as if I’d been shouting for attention. I hadn’t, but I 4 8 that it perhaps did come across as a little darker than my usual … Read more

Parkinson’s Causes Depression

I was at the hospital yesterday for a routine check up. You know the kind of thing. It was one of my supposed six-monthly checks, so naturally had taken eleven months to happen. The doctor was very nice and asked me all the usual questions. I walked up and down the corridor, watched carefully by … Read more